as you know is Fulldeath. This is actually my first web page where I am not hiding my true self. You will soon read what my background was and still is. understand that the way I live my life has nothing to do with the way I present it to you. For those who don't know me; you just might be able to relate to me. Look; I'm the kind of guy who would go to a cemetary in the middle of the night when there's nobody around and find the darkest spot in there and sit for many hours just thinking about things done and things to do. I finally realized that by changing for the good wasn't getting me anywhere. All it brought me was even more problems. I have returned to my roots and found myself enjoying life as it comes to me. For those of you who know me will try to change me back but I'm sorry, if they even knew what I've been through then they'll understand why I went back to my old ways. This is not a guilt trip or a plee for pity because quite frankly I don't need anyone feeling sorry for me or my actions. For those who are my friends now and choose to continue to be my friends thanks but for those who don't you know where you can go. I'm sure there's a lot of people out there who in some strange way can relate to me if not then hey what can I say, I'm unique. |